March 2012
fucking tang tang.
i told him i have to find my friend a date for prom
or she will be wasting a really good dress,
& he said LOL WOMAN LOGIC.
asshole so boss.
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angry birds space pissed off steven today. LOL
also, out of pure randomness, we searched up the
meaning for the word cookie on the ipad.
of course, you know what it is, but it also means
an alluring young woman. viola, that became my
nickname. steven called to me as he sat on
my kitchen floor as i did the laundry with that word.
LOL nicknames always come out on nowhere.
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i wouldnt leave you alone
even if someone paid me all the amount
in the world to do so.
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i think im most harsh when it comes to love.
the comeback i throw most out to those who it apply
is ” getting a little single, huh ? ” it also includes asking
people if theyre still single. one of these days, karma
will hit me. so dont worry. you can last another insult.
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how is that the more i do to you
that makes me swear that will make you leave & be done with me, you always come back the next day ?
im sorry ive been very slow at accepting you, i promise from now on, i wont doubt your actions anymore.
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i know i shouldnt be worried,
but i feel like the deeper i get to realizing how
great of more than a couple me & steven are
& how wonderful our bond is, the harder it
will get to help other people to realize that
they too can have this experience.
they will laugh my suggestions to go for the
person they are thinking about because they
are assuming that i am assuming myself that
if it worked out with me, then it...
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i finally put my finger on what makes
me so damn relucant to tear away from
stevens eyes when they peer into mine.
its because his eyes recite a poem.
its a poem that i know & you know,
except its quiet & it is only sung for me.
there are levels of amusement in his
brown swirls of notes. there is concern,
there is occassionally a boom confidence.
there are questions only my own eyes can answer,
yet there are answers...
mbeauleau asked: I totally agree, but that's just the coach's personality and ego, I have a few professors like that, and I've had a band teacher like that, they don't like it when their people are not 110% dedicated to their thing.
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on wednesday,
steven went off to practice for his tennis game today.
i went to the tennis courts after school to say bye to him.
his coach was in the front & stopped me before i
could even put on my glasses & try to spot steven.
he was complaining about how i was distracting his
number one player & honestly, i agreed. so i left
as fast as i came, without saying anything to steven.
today,...
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i ate too much for the first time in months
on purpose, & i can barely fucking move. how did i get away from my dinner table LOLOLOLOLOLOL
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i cant tell if its a good thing or a bad thing
that my old vice principal recognizes me. shes now prinicipal of jordan. LOL
she was with the avid officials for the avid tutor interview. - shrugga dugg dugg - LOL
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the worse part about being an optimist ?
every event is a holiday. every event is christmas or thanksgiving. they give you hope. too much hope.
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honestly, after high school,
im willing to do anything that will let me come home to steven in a nice apartment. { stfu, there are some limits. }
i like the feeling of safety he gives me. i just wanna go off to the market to buy ingredients to make his favorite dish for our monthversary. i wanna make his coffee in the morning. i wanna be able to place my shoes next to his at the end of the day.
& i really dont know what...
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i love my boyfriend.
i love his dedication to his homework, LOL i love his dedication to tennis. i love his great eyesight. i love his great judgement. i love his enthusiasm for ap testing.
i love his ability to forget what hes saying. i love his alert face when i shake him. i love his shoulder & how comfortable its always been. i love his arms & how theyre gentle but very strong. { im secretly worried that...
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i love steven le.
did i mention that already ? LOL i know i know, goodnight ~
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number three hundred twenty two on the pet peeve...
when people make up excuses or try to squeeze an invitation to my house. wtf. no. you dont come over until i decide that youre sane enough to see my fucking mess of a closet. no, dammit.
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DAMN YOU UPS.
WHO THE FUCK IS HOME AT TEN / NINE IN THE MORNING WHO WORKS FULL TIME & GOES TO SCHOOL TO SIGN AGODDAMN PACKAGE. fuckingshit, fuckingshit.
also, mother is picking up my ipad tomorrow at 1O in the morning. -____- fuck all your fucking nonsense you fucking bullshit company. usps ftw.
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im thankful for the relationship i have with...
im thankful that i can be a total disrespectful bitch to him & he will still kiss my hand at the end of the day. im thankful that we have the ability to understand each others needs & still have time in between for each other. im thankful that our fights arent severe to the point where we misunderstand each other & collaspe. im thankful that i made it clear to him that every moment...
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emmceeburnedabee:
Song of the Day
Take It From...
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im downloading nsyncs greatest hits LOL
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i know its foolish to think that
we could go so far together, but i know its also foolish to think that we cant.
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but to conclude,
i have no right to judge you on what you are when i probably have worse personality traits than you do & not notice it either. also, i have no right to impede upon you while you are at your happiest, because my boyf does the same thing & i always forgive him at the end of the day. & for what youve done for me so far, youre on the same level of importance to me as my boyfriend is.
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in addition to seriously noticing
what peoples reactions are around you, fucking god. stop crediting yourself for something i spent almost two hours on making & you barely did anything but write on the back of it. stop it. ohkay ? if you want to be a part of being credited for it, turn back time & make one yourself. notice how i didnt stuff myself into your creations. you know why ? because I DIDNT MAKE IT.
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