KATETAstrophe.

the shrimp on medium from boiling crab iis making my lips all puffy & when i lick `em, theyyy buuuuurrrnnn ! xD happy early birthdaaay nhuuuulaaandd

Because sometimes asking the right questions is the answer.

1. How old would you be if you didn’t know how old you are?
2. Which is worse, failing or never trying?
3. If life is so short, why do we do so many things we don’t like and like so many things we don’t do?
4. When it’s all said and done, will you have said more than you’ve done?
5. What is the one thing you’d most like to change about the world?
6. If happiness was the national currency, what kind of work would make you rich?
7. Are you doing what you believe in, or are you settling for what you are doing?
8. If the average human life span was 40 years, how would you live your life differently?
9. To what degree have you actually controlled the course your life has taken?
10. Are you more worried about doing things right, or doing the right things?
11. You’re having lunch with three people you respect and admire.  They all start criticizing a close friend of yours, not knowing she is your friend.  The criticism is distasteful and unjustified.  What do you do?
12. If you could offer a newborn child only one piece of advice, what would it be?
13. Would you break the law to save a loved one?
14. Have you ever seen insanity where you later saw creativity?
15. What’s something you know you do differently than most people?
16. How come the things that make you happy don’t make everyone happy?
17. What one thing have you not done that you really want to do? What’s holding you back?
18. Are you holding onto something you need to let go of?
19. If you had to move to a state or country besides the one you currently live in, where would you move and why?
20. Do you push the elevator button more than once?  Do you really believe it makes the elevator faster?
21. Would you rather be a worried genius or a joyful simpleton?
22. Why are you, you?
23. Have you been the kind of friend you want as a friend?
24. Which is worse, when a good friend moves away, or losing touch with a good friend who lives right near you?
25. What are you most grateful for?
26. Would you rather lose all of your old memories, or never be able to make new ones?
27. Is is possible to know the truth without challenging it first?
28. Has your greatest fear ever come true?
29. Do you remember that time 5 years ago when you were extremely upset?  Does it really matter now?
30. What is your happiest childhood memory?  What makes it so special?
31. At what time in your recent past have you felt most passionate and alive?
32. If not now, then when?
33. If you haven’t achieved it yet, what do you have to lose?
34. Have you ever been with someone, said nothing, and walked away feeling like you just had the best conversation ever?
35. Why do religions that support love cause so many wars?
36. Is it possible to know, without a doubt, what is good and what is evil?
37. If you just won a million dollars, would you quit your job?
38. Would you rather have less work to do, or more work you actually enjoy doing?
39. Do you feel like you’ve lived this day a hundred times before?
40. When was the last time you marched into the dark with only the soft glow of an idea you strongly believed in?
41. If you knew that everyone you know was going to die tomorrow, who would you visit today?
42. Would you be willing to reduce your life expectancy by 10 years to become extremely attractive or famous?
43. What is the difference between being alive and truly living?
44. When is it time to stop calculating risk and rewards, and just go ahead and do what you know is right?
45. If we learn from our mistakes, why are we always so afraid to make a mistake?
46. What would you do differently if you knew nobody would judge you?
47. When was the last time you noticed the sound of your own breathing?
48. What do you love?  Have any of your recent actions openly expressed this love?
49. In 5 years from now, will you remember what you did yesterday?  What about the day before that?  Or the day before that?
50. Decisions are being made right now.  The question is:  Are you making them for yourself, or are you letting others make them for you?

i hate how i hardly have room for anything in my apartment.
i freaking threw like eighteen thousand thin ass books
off of my table just to find that i lost my old man & the sea book.
i hate how mom has to have three billion fucking computers
that just sit around, gather dust, & take up space & energy. =.=
if i could, id throw that stupid motherfucking huge ass
dell cpu outta the fucking window & watch it fucking shatter.
i cant even like organize all of my books & binders,
because stupid cookie & quinn are always fucking messing
up the books & leaving their crayons all over the table.
& I GET YELLED AT. I GET YELLED AT. WTF MAN.
for having my stuff all over the place, … god.
i wanted to yell back at my mom that if i HAD my own
fucking space, id be able to fucking organize it all. ]:<

im mad. like mad mad. like P M S ing mad.
fucking come back from fucking target,
turn the fucking corner & my fucking bike
seat is motherfucking gone.

THANKS A LOT GOD. YOU SCREWED ME OVER
FOR THE FUCKING ELEVENTH TIME THIS WEEK.

fuck ap euro, who gives a damn if i get an F now. =.=
fuck bad motherfucking signal, damn you tmobile.
fuck you mom, i wanted go to rancho FOR A REASON.

-_____________-

when i woke up this morning,
i couldnt even open my eyes.
mom was all like : GEEEEEEEEEEEET UPPP.
dad kicked my bed & i was like
: OHKAY OHKAY, I AWAKE. @@

but then i told mom about my dream.
LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL, ive had weird
ass dreams, but this one was WEIRD. xD

OHKAY SO LIKE,
i was in disneylanddddd, :3
{ yeah i know, suddenly disneylands everywhere @@ }
but it was DISNEYLAND VENICE,
because there was boats & the building were half underwater,
like venice, italy O:

so i think i was with some people until i ditched them
& THEN I RAN INTO THE MICHAEL JACKSON
MANIQUINN MEMORY BOAT O_____O
then i noticed i was swiming in the yuck water. O;

ew, just ew.
& i couldnt find a place to like… get off at.
like get my ass on land, so i was all like,
LETS SWIM TO THE ENTRANCE @@

so i did, UNTIL MICHAEL JACKSON,
{ SECOND APPEARANCE IN MY DREAM @@ }
& a billion people behind him,
COMES WALKING ON WATER WAVING LIKE
FREAKING QUEEN ELIZABETH OF ENGLAND.
he was wearing those sunglasses,
& children were dancing around him.

I SWEAR I WAS LIKE
- mouthe open - eye twitches - Ox

then mom woke me up. THANKGOD.

i also noticed how ive been so active
on twitter, facebook, tumblr, even aim.
usually i log on & then off. O:
but now i actually reply to some people,
LMFAOOO, how selfish of me not to,
because now, i love my accounts. (:

i give up on ap euro notes & all.
i think its a waste of time, even if
it somehow helps me remember things.
cant wrap my head around john adams
& how the seven years war is actually
the french & indian war o___o
O;

right now, quinn is waving my cloth,
to wipe my glasses with, around. LOOOL.
shes a little crazy nut, but i still adore her, :D

YESS, LATE START ON WED.
YES YES YES YES YES YES YES, <3

today, i woke up,
decided i was gonna go the chemistry assessment now o__o
since its due like… friday? O; LOL

but as soon as i woke up,
IT WAAAAAAAAAAAAAZ COLD !
right when i was gonna turn on the computer,
{ since im lazy & i never bring the book home }
mom : go clean the fridge.
me : o___o vat.
literally, i was like VAT. O___O

so somehow, i got stuck cleaning the fridge out, O;
lemme tell you this, IT ISNT A GOOD IDEA.
yuckyuckyuckyuck to the sponge cake with mold on it.
{ i love sponge cake, but i forgot about it o__o }
yuckyuckyuckyuck to the old sour tuna soup.
{ indeed though, that was such a good soup }
yuckyuckyuckyuck to the crazy sour carrot thing.
{ i gotta admit those are good in lee sandwiches,
but anything other than that… NO. }
yuckyuckyuckyuck to the dry meat shit.
{ actually, it was new, but one word : MOLD }
yuckyuckyuckyuck to the lobster from last month. =.=
{ im really guilty about not eating it. xD }
yuckyuckyuckyuck to the mushroom covered steak.
{ dad already had one & that filled him up o__o }

i swear, all that food couldve fed some country. o__o
i dumped all of the dirty containers into the sinks,
which are pretty big WITHOUT stuff in it, xD
but i had to remark that i wish i had bigger sinks. =.=
left them there in a pool of soap water,
& went to go FINALLY turn on the laptop.

i logged in & thats all i got to do before,
dad : GO WASH THE DISHES.
me : BUT BUT BUT THERES SO MUU -
dad : NO BUT ]:<
me : -_____________-
didnt even know where to start.
there was so much to wash but so little soap left !

i guess the only good thing that came outta that,
was the fact that my nails softened
along with the polish hardening.
so i guess that isnt so bad o__x

BUT
right now im listening to set it off : kardinal offishal.
i like how clipse is in the video. :D
hes like… WOW to me. (8
BUT OLOOK!
it went off to park bom : you & i.
the music video is so cute,
how she made those cupcakes
is still a mystery to me. o__o
but then … . gosh. T.T

KAYS, off to what i was gonna do in the first place. =.=
yuckyuckyuckyuckyuckyuck.
actually screw it, its not due until friday. xD

five people have promised me that they will take me to paris.
three have already forgotten i bet.
two of them i dont talk to anymore.
& the others … … lets just say, its not anytime soon theyll take me.

i wonder what its like there. o__o
i wonder if its the same as disneyland here.
walt disney is creative with his parks,
but disneyland tokyo & hong kong look the same.
oh well, time will tell. (8